Quarantine and Life

Everyday is strung together like a necklace of beads. It makes the feeling of rising and falling stress feel more arbitrary in a way. It creates a strange relationship to work which is that my job has authority over my mind only for a certain period of time. Outside of that I get my brain back. But it is only a mental authority. This is strange. The stress feels more toxic because there is such a clear sense of physical safety and continuity, changes in stress level are more clearly sourced from within. So the perspective has changed in some way. Without the change of location and situation, there is more clarity about the true nature our emotions and commitments.